How much is too much

I can't imagine any bank here giving a shit about any number of individual accounts. They're all about the corporate accounts and investments only. Our current bank isn't even interested in competing with other banks for mortgages.

 

How did you keep the TC locked in 5th? That's a skill I don't have.

 

I'm not really monitoring anything, just by feel. It probably wasn't as locked as I think it was

 

IIRC in CO you can carry, but I believe it's illegal to drink if you are carrying.

 

Naw, just fuckin witcha! Sucks for that ram though.
Chillin at sunset point for the night, then making the drive to mesa in the morning for the interview.

 

Hitting the gym to get a lil swell going for confidence and getting a good shit/shower/shave. Wish my luck y'all, I need this job real bad.

 

I can tell when mine is unlocked in 5th when towing my trailer because the speed will just start to drop off on level ground. But to keep it locked, I have to keep on the gas so much that I end up going crazy fast. S4 is a better option for my truck and trailer.

 

Waited 3-5 days, just to be told that I need to wait 3-5 days. I have plenty of time, what I don't have is patience.

 

Ya I did notice it dropping off, I'd just bump the cruise up a couple MPH to compensate.

 

Well that was a fuckin waste of time, gas and effort. Hit me with the old "we have a few more interviews..." bullshit.
Fuckin over it, going back to bed.

 

gotta stay mentally strong. Always show up with your best self.

 

Absolutely correct. Positivity "counts."
Back when I used to do such things, I would say I've hired more guys with great attitudes, a willingness to learn but little direct experience, than the other way around.
Don't discount how you present yourself.
Hang in there OP.

P.S. It's entirely possible the "we have a few more interviews" line isn't BS.

 

My best self has never really been good enough, I show up with a fake ass version that is even better.
But I think I should just be able to say "give me a chance and watch how hard I'll run my dick into the dirt for you"
Not that I said that but I mean...

 

Too old to keep fuckin around. I wish I had answers to the other questions. I just want to be a productive member of society, or maybe just not be a part of it anymore, I don't really know. I've been a failure for so long it's all I know. Fuckin up is all I'm good at.

 

I don't mean to be a douche, and I obviously don't know you from Adam to verify the validity of your claims, but that attitude does show up in interviews even with or in spite of heroic acting performances.

Might be worth taking some work that's "beneath you" for a period of time to establish some roots/ work history/ stability. While there are parts of your current vagabond lifestyle that I envy, it isn't exactly the strongest resume builder.

 

I didn't chose this life, I'm making the best of what I have to work with. I gave everything to a woman who took advantage, used me up, then kicked me to the curb when I wasn't useful to her anymore. Im just trying to rebuild some sense of humanity.

 

I got hit with that line in a Friday interview then they offered me the job on Monday.

 

I've had it go both ways, Ive just heard it a lot. I think it went well though, I'll know by Wednesday

 

No matter what cards we are dealt we have the choice to play the hand we want. Harsh words- but don't go blaming some woman who used you up, when you allowed her to do so. Put a smile on your face and make the most of whatever and wherever you are today. Bring your best self to everything you do.

 

Yeah, people can be shit. Sorry you're getting dragged through it.

Also, I wasn't trying to insinuate anything by my previous post, but just offering you an employer's perspective of how "stability" is very often conflated with "reliability" when selecting prospective employees.

Likewise as a consumer, we can tolerate a lot of idiosyncrasies if you're the best at what you do. "Idiot savant" is understandably a dated term due to its derogatory nature, but I think it can apply here. e.g. I don't mind if Tommy wears his boots on the wrong feet and calls me a different name every time I see him - because he's the best marine mechanic to ever do it, etc.

 

We don't know circumstances. He could have been completely blind-sided. Been there.
Agree with everything else though.

 

"Idiot savant" needs to make a comeback, it applies more than I like to admit. Lol

 

Well not completely, but Im a sucker and let myself trust what i knew was a lie.

 

This! I'm working on it, with a lil help from the Bible.

 

At the risk of getting myself a vacation here, that's a good place to start.